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Wednesday, August 16th, 2006
10:58 pm
I kind of feel like the only thing my whole family ever agrees on is our enjoyment of Coldplay.

(is this it?)

Friday, June 23rd, 2006
1:11 am
for chloe - the best davo could doCollapse )

(4 room on fires | is this it?)

Friday, June 16th, 2006
12:00 am
Damnit Eve, how dare you be asleep at midnight on a Thursday!

Tonight's Phoenix throw down was pretty sweet minus the demise of another supposedly top-of-the-line badminton racket. I liked all the different people. (and by that I mean, I'M SO GLAD AMOS CAME)

But then as I started thinking things started to look like they kind of suck. But at least choices are more clear. Maybe.

The point is...I'm making my parents adopt KC so I can have a sister and best friend all in one.

current mood: enough enough now

(is this it?)

Sunday, June 4th, 2006
11:38 pm - things I really really like:
-commentary on movies
-pretty dresses
-bangin hip hop songs
-spooning with people who regularly refuse to be touched
-Ocean's Eleven
-free Carvel soft serve
-school dances
-finally making money again
-reading in bed
-watching movies after many many years and feeling like you can tell the future because you don't really remember what happens but you have a feeling you know and then you're always right (aka that tingly feeling as some would call it)
-knowing that in a week there will be no more full weeks of junior year left.


(5 room on fires | is this it?)

Monday, May 29th, 2006
10:35 pm
Alright, the moment of truth has finally come - I really need everyone I know to come over tomorrow and help me pick a dress. It's too hard, I can't do it myself and keep making hideous faces whenever I think about it.

Is anyone else immensely excited for life after prom?

(2 room on fires | is this it?)

Sunday, May 14th, 2006
11:04 pm

(2 room on fires | is this it?)

Friday, May 5th, 2006
11:15 pm
So, I think, maybe...I hate jazz? Or maybe I just hate it when college kids are playing it.

(1 room on fire | is this it?)

Thursday, May 4th, 2006
10:21 pm
I feel not good. Who even knows what to do. Distance seems good right now in about every situation.

(3 room on fires | is this it?)

Sunday, April 30th, 2006
10:12 pm

This just came in an email from Sam Miller. WHY IS HE MY FAVORITE PERSON

(4 room on fires | is this it?)

Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
4:06 pm
sayheyheymymy (4:05:34 PM): chloe and I played really intense badminton for an hour and my body is falling apart
sayheyheymymy (4:05:44 PM): and so I've just been singing my cover song in my underwear for the past 20 minutes
sayheyheymymy (4:05:51 PM): (I have the house to myself, it's wonderful)

This basically describes what I want my life to be like...forever.

(1 room on fire | is this it?)

12:01 am
Today was wonderful.

So it started out with Chloe showing up in my room at 8:30 and waking me up and so we played badminton and are awesome and then ran around and then got on the bus.
And so we were in Au Bon Pain in the Port Authority and...well if you're someone who really cares about this news and we have your number then you've probably heard the detailed story (plus we're going to reenact it in Phoenix) but WE SAW AUSTIN SCARLET AND HE WAS RIGHT THERE NEXT TO US AND HE SMILED AT ME.

And then we went to the Met and everything was beautiful and the harpsichords and lutes were amazing and we didn't have to pay for lunch and we spent a total of maybe 2 hours sitting on the steps.

And THEN we walked all the way to the Colbert Report and watched most of the taping and made pirate noises and I watched it on TV just now and it was damn fine.

I simply cannot wait to live in New York.

(1 room on fire | is this it?)

Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
11:24 pm
retromingent36 (4:31:54 PM): sorry!

Auto Response from sayheyheymymy (4:31:54 PM): who even knows

retromingent36 (4:32:02 PM): about the matza
retromingent36 (4:32:07 PM): on your face

Yeah, that basically sums up today.

(Only not at all, that was really the topper to a wonderful 6 hours of not being able to move without feeling like I was being stabbed repeatedly in the stomach)

(3 room on fires | is this it?)

Monday, April 10th, 2006
10:48 pm
Happy Birthday Carmel Rose!!

Lunch at Marie's today was delightful, and then I ended up not going to my 6-7 block for the second week in a row, which was probably a bad idea but I had a lovely time nonetheless.


(is this it?)

Saturday, April 1st, 2006
10:11 pm
I just love it when my parents come home from dinner drunk and are making up songs to sing about me (the SAT song went something like "those testers need to testify that it takes testes to take the test it's a testement to the testes....giggle giggle testes giggle for about 20 minutes) and then I feel really guilty for not going with them so I could drive home.

But they did bring me shrimp pad thai, so that was very nice.

This morning basically sucked the life out of me and then I was dead and no fun and I'm quite sorry.

Part of the day that made it all worth it =
Jim: I can't believe you cut off the end of Seal so we could listen to Sade.
Me: Whatever, it's the longest song ever.
Jim: Aka, the longest period of euphoria.

ps - I've researched Hamlet to no end and highlighed and learned some piano in between and now that shit is getting written.

(3 room on fires | is this it?)

Sunday, March 26th, 2006
12:17 am
I was ten feet away from Chris Martin. And Guy. Amaaaaaaazing.

(3 room on fires | is this it?)

Thursday, March 16th, 2006
4:25 pm
Okay so let's play that really fun totally positive game where you write something about everyone on your mutual friends list and they have to guess who they are.  (except now I'm looking at my friends list and I don't really feel like doing everyone so you don't have to do people you never talk to, or anything like that)

(26 room on fires | is this it?)

Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
4:40 pm
also I hate missing Phoenix and if I had done everything right I wouldn't have. Booo!

(8 room on fires | is this it?)

4:30 pm
The main reason I love Marie so much is because she says things like "Really, I'd rather be at...a brothel. Like I would rather be selling my body than sitting here right now."

ps - I hate the DMV and it hates me.

(1 room on fire | is this it?)

Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
9:14 pm
Every Wednesday night I go to session and then race home like a maniac to make it to Chloe's by ten for Project Runway. And we make tea and eat graham crackers and I make comments like "God she even looks good when she's crying! I'm so upset I'm not Asian" and "Tuck that shit in Daniel!" giving Chloe's mom even more reason to hate me but I still just have a lovely lovely time and look forward to it all week.
Which is why being sick and having to sit at home with my mom and Jerry going on and on about I don't care and having Davo not be here for the first time I've really really wanted him to be here is just sucking.

Today I did nothing but mope and lose friends. Today was bad. Not car accident bad, but really sad and with an enflamed throat bad.

Did I mention its the FINALE and we find out who WINS????? sadsadsad

(3 room on fires | is this it?)

Sunday, March 5th, 2006
10:21 pm
So I come into the kitchen and Davo is watching the Oscars and its the song from Hustle and Flow and he goes "My heart goes out to the pimps, cause it's hard to get the money for the rent."

(4 room on fires | is this it?)

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